Locking the shop caught my reflection in the dark window and I recognized myself

2026-10-30 1061 views 2 posts

Tuesday closing, I had a tray of lemon bars that didn’t sell. Usually I’d nibble while wrapping, then call it “quality control.” This time I put two on a plate for my partner, wrapped the rest for the morning case, and drank my iced tea.

Later I caught my reflection in the dark window while locking up and actually smiled at myself. Not because I looked smaller, but because my face had that old relaxed look I remember from before I was always negotiating with a pastry tray.

I’ve been at this about four months, and portioning at work is still my hardest spot, but I’ll take this one. Has anyone else had a work temptation moment where the win was more about your mood than the scale?

Tbh systems angle: closing time is when willpower is lowest and lemon bars are within arm’s reach, so the fix is spatial, not moral. I started pre-porting “maybe” food into a labeled container before the rush and keeping it behind the register.

Tuesday worked because you changed the default: partner plate first, rest wrapped, drink in hand. Sharp question: did you eat an actual meal before close?

My close-shift grazing dropped once I had a boring protein snack at 5pm instead of relying on vibes and iced tea.